it was not a plan.
my dad's bday was yesteday, 31stMay

It was also the day my GrandMa warded in the Hospital.

Years Pass.
Where my grandma had so much Pain.
Shes been living with my family for a long time.
My mom was the one taking care of her daily meals and medicine.

She got so much pain in her.
but all she could tell us was-it was ok.

until when her situation or condition getting worst,
she still said she was alrite.
but i could see her face that shes been enduring the pain for so long.

Now warded in NUH.
doctor been saying that shes in critical state.
she should be put in ICU.

As a Nuring Aid, My sis decide not to.
because if shes in ICU,
we would not noe if shes still breathing herself
or the tube is the one forcing her to breathe.

My uncle and aunt keep saying
just have to wait for the time.

OMG!
u shld be telling us that shes gonna be ok tmr.
i noe she is strong to fight her sickness.
i noe doctor mention her condition is critical.
but hell yeah-my grandma is ready to come home tmr or day after.

all the while ive been smiling,
its just as fake as a mask.
but inside was the other way roung.

Now tears roll down my cheek slowly
wiping wif bare hand and continue typing.
i just want her to be alryte
but ALLAH is the one decide to take her or not.

NENEK u are the strongest women ive known.
Fight strong ok. );