this is my 1st time in my whole life i felt a lil regret.
argh! shld not think about anymore.

i shld have just put 100% focus on that AM paper.
it should be very easy for me to score.
however, i dun have the concentration of studying this days.
my heart was not on the paper.

whenever i try to figure,
i start to think of other things.
so i just GAVE UP.

i left the room without any hesitation.
and i noe my grades i wished for is gone.

argh!

tmr is SOM paper.
another DO-ABLE for me. but i have no mood to study.
my mom leavin to hospital now.
they asked me to stay.

can i just follow and take a peep on my grandma?
i noe im in the midst of CT.
evryone wants me to do well.
who else but me!

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MY AUNT IS A MOFO!
SHE MAKE ME HATE HER MORE!
HOW CAN SHE SAY NO ONE WANNA TAKE CARE OF GRANDMA WHEN SHES IN THIS STATE?!
WTF!
MY GRANDMA HAVE BEEN STAYING WITH MY FAMILY FOR YEARS NOW!
NOW THEN U WANNA MENTION THAT TO EVRYONE!
WHAT ARE TRYING TO TELL US?!
U ARE THE BEST DAUGHTER IN THE WORLD WHO CAN TAKE CARE OF HER?!
EVEN CK FAWZIAH HAVE TAKEN CARE OF HER BEFORE!
WHAT ABOUT U, CK SUMI?!
WHENEVER WE WANT GRANDMA TO STAY THERE FOR A DAY!
U SAY ITS NOT A GOOD TIME TO SEND-
COS U WORRIED UR HUSBAND PARENTS COMING TO STAY OVER!
ITS JUST A PLAIN EXCUSE LAH!

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