my grandma.
she left us after living for 71 years.

passed away...
at 4.04am.
back home 5.30am from hospital.
clean up, 8am.
after prayers,
10am left for burial.

everything was done real fast.
i was there holding back my tears.
kiss her forehead for the last time.

i just didnt wanna show.
cos evrything kept in my heart.

thanks to evryone who have known about this
and did show concern.
thanks chiat, qudsia, wan, hweeleng, sherry, roxanne.
many more.

i did came for exams.
since it was my very last paper for CT.
again but this time a lil confidence.
2nd to leave the room without hesitation.

i noe im strong.
i hope.
evryone can see that in me.

and yes.
im smiling with a sad feelings in my heart.
:)