i cant get back on track.
everything goes hay-wire(spelling*)

i really have to leave for some matters.
if this goes on...
i think i just have to bare with it.

for now...
i just be normal
act as if nothing happen or happened.

noone knows accept me.
everything is cramp inside me.
its hard to let it out.

if i can...
i want to continue typing
tell everyone whats happening to me.
but i cant.

just leave me alone...
thnks so much.