I hope this colourful lights can shine on me.


its just not a very good week this week.
i feel like ranting all my thoughts here.
being in this kind of situation is like being superansterification.(wth is that?!)

i know my life is not so fucked up just yet.
maybe its for me to work harder.
i always tell myself im a student.
a full time student. i have to do my school work.

you guys just do not understand. you think it is so easy.
but to commit and to work 2 things with 2 different stress level is not so easy as you think.
ive been smiling all this time. to cheer myself up at these 2 different place im at.
ive been thinking to stop what im doing but its just too late. im graduating soon. and i have to stay put to make my family proud.

i got my common test results. im happy with it.
just happy. expected for DFM and TFD but not SPD.
i want to get atleast an A for TFD and SPD.
but SPD result just not enough for A. :(

thanks for reading till here eh. im just cant stop if i continue.
but the rest just keep it here with me. :)
its the climb.